so yesterday

"It may sound absurd but don’t be naive

Even heroes have the right to bleed 
I may be disturbed but won’t you concede

Even heroes have the right to dream"

don't have expectation on me

i may not as what as you may seem

and i don't have any expectation on you

because i know you definitely not

as what as i think of you

life is unexpected

and i am unpredictable

i'm busy

too much caffein
it hurts my liver
i need herbal tea
to calm me down

my heart is always a financial expert
but my mind is always a great auditor

i believe in my instinct now
i should always
for now
go back to your studies

=D

important

"Dongengan yang sama dicanang berulang

Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian

Seumpama naskah yang terbuka
Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia"

thanks for reading 

i appreciate it

especially for someone who pm me yesterday

sorry for hurting

i regret it

especially for you who are so close to me

to NUR HANISAH IBRAHIM

happy birthday (21st October)

dont worry 

you are too beautiful for that crap

believe me (^-*)

and mine is yet to come 

hahahah

also happiest bestday for my dad (20th October)

u are so cool..heeee

till then

i am in good mood to study

xoxo

 

touch

astro challenge 2010

a day after the challenge,

in the finance class,

i accidentally in love yawning in front of sir Ganisen,

realising that i quickly put up a smile for him

"its still morning and u are already sleepy ya?"

hahahha

"how's the astro challenge going on?"

"its 50-50 sir"

"it's ok for the benchmark though"

suddenly i was thinking what i was expecting?

i must say that i enjoyed it and gained some experience from it

its a  mistake..it's not 50-50

the challenge is beneficial

so why am i saying it's just a so-so programme??

it's not about what astro did,

its what the management of uitm had done actually,

i really cant accept the fact that they send us to the bukit jalil and then expecting us to 'tumpang tumpang' the bus provided for another faculty which is located not in the same area,

what are they thinking of actually??

thanks to the pakcik bus yang baik hati anta jugak ktorang kat main campus even bukan responsibility die pun

back to the astro challenge

i was hoping to meet....

but no luck 

i meet opah SITI KELEMBAI instead (i'm really a fan of this)

the people involved with us looked very familiar

i'm sure that i've watched them in the tv or somewhere

i'm not a good fan of tv..hahah

oh that's the problem we had to solve

HOW ASTRO CAN BE RELEVANT TO THE YOUTH IN THE FUTURE?

we had the discussion and presentation

(i was so nervous i had no idea when it had to be in front of the top management)

seriously everyone is taking part eagerly

they are great

our group ended up being the 3rd place

yusry's got the first place (CONGRATULATIONS)

i have to tell you this...

the observers' questions was like very matured, business minded 

that i was like 'soalan die mmg fuhh lah' 

that's the experience that i really appreciated

it was good 

now everyone in their study leave period

and i'm in the boring period :((

when i'm back from bukit jalil fizanyasin and rose already left

pity me!

i feel like i lost 2 days with them when i was involved with the program

i'm home at 12am and left at 630 am the next day

now the house is quiet

43's balik sini cepat!

i miss all of you!

the wedding

i decided to write after finish revising merger and acquisition

i watched the wedding ceremony of datuk dr sms n dr halina
the groom was charming and the bride was really beautiful
i like both of them

i read through fb's status on my phone
i just dont understand some of them
diorang punye wedding diorang punye sukela
kalau korang tak suke blah
kalau korang suke duduk jela hadap tv3 tu
nak bising2 kutuk buat ape?

ade yang cakap angkasawan rusia kawen tak buat camtu pun
masalahnye u duduk rusia ke u tahu semua???
ke angkasawan rusia tu a best friend of yours
so u pegi die punye wedding ceremony??

jangan la compare wedding orang tu dengan ur wedding-to-be
dah die org bnyk kenal
mestilah die jemput kawan2 die vvip sume
dah tu klu semua vvip datang mestilah buat kat dewan besar
ke boleh buat sumbat kat dalam rumah u???
konfemlah mcam tak kan???
SO JANGAN BANYAK BUNYI!
(the end of emo session..marah betul nih konon)

hahahha

tadik nak tulis bende lain
tapi dah lupe

bagaikan sakti

"belayar berbelok belok
sauh dibongkar di tempat tenang
yang tinggal hati tak elok
yang pergi hati tak senang"



i love classic things
same goes to movies
above were taken from one of malaysian great film
puteri gunung ledang
i love that song too
my first impression when i first watched it 6 years ago was like
speechless
it was really good..so artistic..so classic

that was also my opinion when i watched '1957 hati malaya'
i memang hati orang lame2
hahahha
seriously both were great films
whoever read this
please recommend me any classic movies 
;D

suddenly, actually

just back from p4 class

"oh saya dengar u dah start belaja skrg"
reaksi: tergamam sambil "sape yang bagitahu puan plak nih????"
"saya adela sumber2 terdekat yang boleh dipercayai"
dalam hati: ni mesti si rose marhaini

situasi: dalam klas yang agak sibuk mmandangkn semua pelajar aktif mahu bertanya itu ini kat puan
jawapan puan macam pisang goreng panas lah time nih. tibe tibe
"nanti sekejap saya nak pegi melawat farihah"
reaksi: tergamam sambil lihat puan datang kat meja
"errr puan yang nih kene tolak kat EBIT lah ek.."
"tgk bile saye datang je kat die mesti ade yang die nak tanya"
dalam hati: saya malu la puan nak aktif tanya dalam klas...

oh sungguh rs mahu nangis teresak2
subjek ni sangat mencabar
ya Allah permudahkanlah urusanku

lately i feel tired, exhausted and weary
sekarang dah rase mcm ni
nnt dah keje camne lah plak
suddenly i was thinking what i want to be actually???
accountant??auditor??financial expert???org bijak dalam 'wall street'??

there's many things inside my head
so many
with blackberry causing problems now
i'm really serabutlah
plislah baik baik okay

i feel like i'm being sellfish
ok now i'm like a parrot
repeating the same things
why it always being 'feel'
i'm good at advising people
cakap itu ini..
bile sampai turn sendiri kelu

it's going to rain now
i really want to cuddle in robe on the couch
sipping a cup of hot coffee
that's really cool
oh i'm wearing my yellow blouse out of nowhere
got to change