be careful of what you wish for

yes, all of us should

Allah is very2 generous - ArRahman ArRahim
my wishes had been granted
but then I turned out things to be a mess
at least that's what I should be saying

got a job from your long-dream company
a position which u asked for
graduated with good results so u earn a pretty much good salary

suddenly...
with one resignation letter, I changed my life

now, I'm lost once again
I dont know what to do
acting like there's nothing bother me
in fact, there's a lot of things in my mind

seriously, I don't want to be ungrateful
I just want something that I have passion in it
I don't want to be stuck into something that I don't love
I need to love it instead of like
is that too hard?
yes, it is

I know I'm demanding
but please just let me do all that
I know I'm stubborn
then please just let me be one
because at least I listen to my parents
I guarantee you that, InsyaAllah

for the time being
I just take it as a vacation
help dad adjusting his new pensioner life - excuses!haha
before i walk into a career life once again
and I promise this time no turning back
I really hope so, I need to furthermore

regards,
love

airport

while waiting for my sister's arrival..
few kids were running here and there
(crossing over the 'border' of  KFC playground)
suddenly comes a boy rushing out of no where heading to the glass window
his mom was chasing behind

me: they should put secure line here, some sort of divider that the children can't pass thru it
mom: aah..they should. it's not safe for the children
me: hmmmm..

my heart: they should cos they(the kids) are irritating, annoying, disturbing, noisy etc etc...

i know
pity my nieces and nephews then

p/s: a baby kept looking at me for a quite long time so I just smile but I didn't get any respond. I was thinking..am I scary??haha

it's HI

i'm dying to say
Hai
Hello
Oppss

etc etc

ahh..forget it!

Athena:Goddess of War

nasib tak baik ateem tak download crite ni

tapi hati mmg thrill abis tgk nih

ratingnye tak sebagus IRIS

(it's a spin off IRIS though)

tapi it's not bad at all!!

tak tahu knape smpi skrg tak ade keinginan nak tgk IRIS

tp ATHENA ni nak plak layan..weirdo!

starring the gorgeous Jung Woo Sung

even die tua tapi sumpah nampak muda hot gitu!

seriously die mmg nmpk muda giler!(untuk kali kedua)

(^-^)

and Soo Ae with her natural beauty

beauty in action

remind me of Shu Qi in So Close

this is the best OST from the series

she has a great voice

now i realise there's talent in SNSD
intro music lagu die mcm lagu Titanic pun ade :D

specifically i like the 'black-burnt-died-unique rose'

(okay tak payah cakap weirdo lagi itu adalah seni!)

btw 43s don't even care to watch this drama

i failed to please them

:'(

(T-T)

suddenly
i feel like being abandoned

i know i shouldn't be
anyway rise and shine!

over the moon

i feel like more heaven from jatuh cinta
is this the feeling of real graduating???
ALHAMDULILLAH

p/s: i'm wondering if I could postpone my graduation ceremony..
pps: plis kpmg do call me...amin..

it's really OMG!

i just scroll down my blog posts and realise that i bragging about playing a game which i only play it once;
on the same day that i wrote the post
so thinking about that i must say that the game doesn't suit me

i went for the interview
frankly i once dream of working there
but it's okay, if they don't let me in
i guess there are more cooler places to go
oh stop talking about a-cool-workplace now
at least i'm not putting myself too overwhelming
they said that those people are very clever
placing you in the nicest floor,waiting couch,interview room etc they ever had
and then when it comes to the audit department
you must say that interview should be taken place in the filing room instead
hahaha :p

dad is retiring
thank GOD let him rest a bit

my heart pounding faster today

p/s: i talked to mum  about the interviewer looked so young, if i worked hard i can be like her then after 5 years. then mum for the first time ever said this ' pastu taknak kahwin ke?u are already 23.i got married at 25'..