be careful of what you wish for

yes, all of us should

Allah is very2 generous - ArRahman ArRahim
my wishes had been granted
but then I turned out things to be a mess
at least that's what I should be saying

got a job from your long-dream company
a position which u asked for
graduated with good results so u earn a pretty much good salary

suddenly...
with one resignation letter, I changed my life

now, I'm lost once again
I dont know what to do
acting like there's nothing bother me
in fact, there's a lot of things in my mind

seriously, I don't want to be ungrateful
I just want something that I have passion in it
I don't want to be stuck into something that I don't love
I need to love it instead of like
is that too hard?
yes, it is

I know I'm demanding
but please just let me do all that
I know I'm stubborn
then please just let me be one
because at least I listen to my parents
I guarantee you that, InsyaAllah

for the time being
I just take it as a vacation
help dad adjusting his new pensioner life - excuses!haha
before i walk into a career life once again
and I promise this time no turning back
I really hope so, I need to furthermore

regards,
love